I feel…a mixture of many emotions. Relaxation, loneliness. Somewhat peaceful. The desire to hold someone, and yet to be alone and isolated at the same time. Strange mixture of ways to feel. Could be that its 4:08AM, and I’m just babbling. Who knows. Maybe it’ll lead to something…perhaps not.
I think I’m changing.
I’m starting to hate myself. I don’t understand why. I look in the mirror and I don’t like what stares back at me. Why? Why do I feel this way?